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I've had too much time to get lost in my thoughts.
I might actually FINISH drawing something tonight.. That'll be a first, ha.
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Dumb - Nirvana
  • Drinking: My own saliva.
Rules:
1) You must post these rules and 5 things about yourself.
2) Answer the questions the tagger set for you, and create 11 new questions for the people you tag.
3) You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons.
4) Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them.
5) No tag-backs (unless you really want to).
6) No stuff about 'you're tagged if you're reading this'!

5 Things about myself:
1) I am avid for memorizing lyrics. My brain is about 65% song lyrics, and 35% whatever-the-hell else.
2) I love absorbing different styles of art, and it's really hard for me to settle on just one singular speciality. (although I guess pencil sketches and things of that nature have, and will always have a very special place in my heart.)
3) My favorite colors are black, red, royal blue, and neon green.
4) I have a hard time focusing on projects, which is why it takes a while for me to post things.
5) I am very germophobic. ESPECIALLY when it comes to touching door handles.

I am surprised at how long it took me to come up with 5 semi-interesting things about myself. Damn.

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Tagger Questions. (Thank you AndrewPom, for involuntarily tagging me)

1) Where do you come from? You can be as specific or as vague as you like.
I reside in California.

2) Describe what you look like. Do you consider yourself attractive?
I am small-ish. 5'3''. White. I have short, bright red hair. My entire wardrobe consists of 90% black clothing. I suppose I am decent looking.

3) Why are you so hard on yourself/bigoted?
I have low self-esteem.

4) Do you have a favourite dream or memory, of which you would like to share?
It is impossible to come up with an absolute favorite memory. And I don't remember all of my dreams, so I'm sure the best one I have already forgotten.

5) Are you the sort to get angry and correct other people's grammar mistakes over the internet, or are you the person that frequently misses out apostrophes and capital letters because you are too lazy to do otherwise?
The latter. (Although certain people, I just HAVE to correct. I guess it is an OCD type thing.)

6) Are you a frequent YouTuber? Who are you subscribed to; who is your favourite channel? Or perhaps you make your own videos?
I have an account with 1 video, which is quite embarrassing. A FEW of my favorite youtubers are: BatcaveDilemma [link], Kazlovesbats [link], Jingleheartart [link], Snakebitesparkles [link], and Cyr1216 [link].
Plus others that I am too lazy to list.

7) Who is better: Spongebob or Squidward?
Squidward.

8) Do you have a favourite singer, or band? What about a favourite album or song of theirs?
I have love for many genres and artists, so this is a difficult question.  I enjoy the following genres: Rock (whether it be classic or modern) Metal, Industrial, Post-Hardcore, Classical, and few exceptions when it comes to Pop (Gaga :heart:). I could list WAY more, but I am far too lazy to do so. If you are curious, you can just message me and I will be more than happy to discuss music with you. :)

9) Who is the best person to have ever lived?
I don't like to rate people like that, but I will say that I admire the following: Paul McCartney, John Lennon, Tim Burton, the directors of Star Wars and Lord of The Rings, Barbra Streisand, Kat Von D, Marilyn Manson, Lady Gaga, Austin Carlile, and my mother.

10) Why is there so much hate in the world?
We are a self-corrupted race. That question falls along the same lines as "Why is the sky blue?" in my opinion.

11) Can you write me a story in less than 20 words? It can be about anything you like.
Considerably GOOD stories cannot be told or written in less than 20 words, so no. I cannot.

I hope that answers all of the questions well enough.

My questions:
1) If you could travel to either the future or the past, which would you choose? Explain in detail, why? ( You can only choose ONE. )
2) If you could change only one thing about your life, what would you change?
3) There's a zombie apocalypse. What do you do? ( Ex: Fight, flee? )
4) What are the top 5 things you want to do before you die?
5) Do you have any pet peeves? List.
6) What songs would make up the soundtrack to your life?
7) Choose one super power you would love to have, and tell me what you'd do if you had it.
8) Describe your ideal house. ( Location/landscape, size, decor, etc. )
9) Is anything holding you back? If so, what is it? ( In anything )
10) Who are 3 of your role-models? Why do you consider them this?
11) What are your biggest fears? Why?


I tag: Anna [link] , Kimberly [link] , Clarissa [link] ,  Hayley [link] , and Brandon
Or anyone else who REALLY wants to answer my questions, because I'd love to know your answers. :) Just let me know when you do it, and I'll go read.

*I don't quite know how to add the icons and all that jazz. If anyone wants to let me know how, I'd appreciate it. xD
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: The Great Release - O'Brother
  • Drinking: My own saliva.
Sometimes...
I miss my hair.
  • Mood: I Have To Pee
Have you ever been in a place where everything is just so huge, and you are just so small? Have you ever felt like your life was just a blip in the grand scheme of everyone else's? Have you ever felt like there's no purpose to any of this.. that all that happens is heartache and emptiness? That all you get is nothing... because you're forgotten? It's like getting high. The friends, the movies, the parties are all just highs.. illusions. And the truth is, it'll all end in time. You'll be forgotten.. Lost among the sea of eyes and limbs. Have you?
  • Mood: Tense
Just so you all know, the quality of all of my sketches is not too great because I do not own a scanner. So, until I get one, bear with me x.x
Thanks
I love poetry and I think it's sad that I lack the motivation to write. Not only that, but I lack the talent as well. I admire those who can use their words to create images and grasp feelings.
Where I lack in writing skills, I make up for it in drawing skills.
My drawings and sketches are my very own visual poetry, and I hope that people can find the stories/emotions/motivations behind my work. I am also working on improving and refining my skills, so that will probably be a huge help x)
I know this is pretty random and scattered, but I just felt like sharing.
Bai4nao.
So, summer is just around the corner.. :D Finally! I just have to plow out these finals and it's over.
With all the extra time of summer on my hands, I'll probably be able to post a lot more art, so if any of you are excited for that, yay? x)
Anyways, just felt like writing this to let you know I'm active and looking forward to my future deviations.
That is all for now ^.^ Bai
I really need a new camera. My current camera has battery malfunctions every 2 seconds no matter how new the batteries are.. :|
That is all :x

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