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Time
1 min read
Is supposed to heal everything.
It's funny because sometimes I'm okay. I'm good and I'm happy and motivated...
When all of a sudden the bad comes flooding into mind. It finds a way to wreck me.
I know I deserve the torment. I know I deserve this fleeting dread, but, Time.. You were supposed to heal me. You were supposed to save me from the horrors that creep in the shadows of my mind.
Time, you devil, just hurry with your business. I want to be.. Away from these potholes.
I've grown wings and they flutter but I can't yet fly. I skid across the surface, sometime even making airtime! I've got freedom in my sights, I've got joy at my fingertips so.. TIME! LET ME HAVE IT! I'm ready, but you're not.
This marriage between us has no chance of divorce. I'll wait. I'll travel with you, just promise no more off-roading.
It's funny because sometimes I'm okay. I'm good and I'm happy and motivated...
When all of a sudden the bad comes flooding into mind. It finds a way to wreck me.
I know I deserve the torment. I know I deserve this fleeting dread, but, Time.. You were supposed to heal me. You were supposed to save me from the horrors that creep in the shadows of my mind.
Time, you devil, just hurry with your business. I want to be.. Away from these potholes.
I've grown wings and they flutter but I can't yet fly. I skid across the surface, sometime even making airtime! I've got freedom in my sights, I've got joy at my fingertips so.. TIME! LET ME HAVE IT! I'm ready, but you're not.
This marriage between us has no chance of divorce. I'll wait. I'll travel with you, just promise no more off-roading.
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Lost
1 min read
When all I want is to give what I couldn't, or haven't all these years.
And that door has slammed right in my face.
I feel destruction hit all that is left of me.
I'm lost in myself again.
I love you 'til I die.
And that door has slammed right in my face.
I feel destruction hit all that is left of me.
I'm lost in myself again.
I love you 'til I die.
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Funny how..
1 min read
Tears
are meant to
clean and
refresh
yet all I f
e
e
l
ismydirtgettingmuddier
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Think I'm just happy
1 min read
I've had too much time to get lost in my thoughts.
I might actually FINISH drawing something tonight.. That'll be a first, ha.
I might actually FINISH drawing something tonight.. That'll be a first, ha.
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Meaningless
5 min read
Rules:
1) You must post these rules and 5 things about yourself.
2) Answer the questions the tagger set for you, and create 11 new questions for the people you tag.
3) You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons.
4) Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them.
5) No tag-backs (unless you really want to).
6) No stuff about 'you're tagged if you're reading this'!
5 Things about myself:
1) I am avid for memorizing lyrics. My brain is about 65% song lyrics, and 35% whatever-the-hell else.
2) I love absorbing different styles of art, and it's really hard for me to settle on just one singular speciality. (although I guess pencil sketches and things of that nature have, and will always have a very special place in my heart.)
3) My favorite colors are black, red, royal blue, and neon green.
4) I have a hard time focusing on projects, which is why it takes a while for me to post things.
5) I am very germophobic. ESPECIALLY when it comes to touching door handles.
I am surprised at how long it took me to come up with 5 semi-interesting things about myself. Damn.
***
Tagger Questions. (Thank you AndrewPom, for involuntarily tagging me)
1) Where do you come from? You can be as specific or as vague as you like.
I reside in California.
2) Describe what you look like. Do you consider yourself attractive?
I am small-ish. 5'3''. White. I have short, bright red hair. My entire wardrobe consists of 90% black clothing. I suppose I am decent looking.
3) Why are you so hard on yourself/bigoted?
I have low self-esteem.
4) Do you have a favourite dream or memory, of which you would like to share?
It is impossible to come up with an absolute favorite memory. And I don't remember all of my dreams, so I'm sure the best one I have already forgotten.
5) Are you the sort to get angry and correct other people's grammar mistakes over the internet, or are you the person that frequently misses out apostrophes and capital letters because you are too lazy to do otherwise?
The latter. (Although certain people, I just HAVE to correct. I guess it is an OCD type thing.)
6) Are you a frequent YouTuber? Who are you subscribed to; who is your favourite channel? Or perhaps you make your own videos?
I have an account with 1 video, which is quite embarrassing. A FEW of my favorite youtubers are: BatcaveDilemma www.youtube.com/user/BatcaveDi…, Kazlovesbats www.youtube.com/user/kazlovesb…, Jingleheartart www.youtube.com/user/Jinglehea…, Snakebitesparkles www.youtube.com/user/snakebite…, and Cyr1216 www.youtube.com/user/Cyr1216/v….
Plus others that I am too lazy to list.
7) Who is better: Spongebob or Squidward?
Squidward.
8) Do you have a favourite singer, or band? What about a favourite album or song of theirs?
I have love for many genres and artists, so this is a difficult question. I enjoy the following genres: Rock (whether it be classic or modern) Metal, Industrial, Post-Hardcore, Classical, and few exceptions when it comes to Pop (Gaga
). I could list WAY more, but I am far too lazy to do so. If you are curious, you can just message me and I will be more than happy to discuss music with you. 
9) Who is the best person to have ever lived?
I don't like to rate people like that, but I will say that I admire the following: Paul McCartney, John Lennon, Tim Burton, the directors of Star Wars and Lord of The Rings, Barbra Streisand, Kat Von D, Marilyn Manson, Lady Gaga, Austin Carlile, and my mother.
10) Why is there so much hate in the world?
We are a self-corrupted race. That question falls along the same lines as "Why is the sky blue?" in my opinion.
11) Can you write me a story in less than 20 words? It can be about anything you like.
Considerably GOOD stories cannot be told or written in less than 20 words, so no. I cannot.
I hope that answers all of the questions well enough.
My questions:
1) If you could travel to either the future or the past, which would you choose? Explain in detail, why? ( You can only choose ONE. )
2) If you could change only one thing about your life, what would you change?
3) There's a zombie apocalypse. What do you do? ( Ex: Fight, flee? )
4) What are the top 5 things you want to do before you die?
5) Do you have any pet peeves? List.
6) What songs would make up the soundtrack to your life?
7) Choose one super power you would love to have, and tell me what you'd do if you had it.
8) Describe your ideal house. ( Location/landscape, size, decor, etc. )
9) Is anything holding you back? If so, what is it? ( In anything )
10) Who are 3 of your role-models? Why do you consider them this?
11) What are your biggest fears? Why?
I tag: Anna brokenglass16.deviantart.com/ , Kimberly msXsweeney.deviantart.com/ , Clarissa clariolivares.deviantart.com/ , Hayley HayleyAPanchyshyn.deviantart.c… , and Brandon
Or anyone else who REALLY wants to answer my questions, because I'd love to know your answers. Just let me know when you do it, and I'll go read.
*I don't quite know how to add the icons and all that jazz. If anyone wants to let me know how, I'd appreciate it. xD
1) You must post these rules and 5 things about yourself.
2) Answer the questions the tagger set for you, and create 11 new questions for the people you tag.
3) You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons.
4) Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them.
5) No tag-backs (unless you really want to).
6) No stuff about 'you're tagged if you're reading this'!
5 Things about myself:
1) I am avid for memorizing lyrics. My brain is about 65% song lyrics, and 35% whatever-the-hell else.
2) I love absorbing different styles of art, and it's really hard for me to settle on just one singular speciality. (although I guess pencil sketches and things of that nature have, and will always have a very special place in my heart.)
3) My favorite colors are black, red, royal blue, and neon green.
4) I have a hard time focusing on projects, which is why it takes a while for me to post things.
5) I am very germophobic. ESPECIALLY when it comes to touching door handles.
I am surprised at how long it took me to come up with 5 semi-interesting things about myself. Damn.
***
Tagger Questions. (Thank you AndrewPom, for involuntarily tagging me)
1) Where do you come from? You can be as specific or as vague as you like.
I reside in California.
2) Describe what you look like. Do you consider yourself attractive?
I am small-ish. 5'3''. White. I have short, bright red hair. My entire wardrobe consists of 90% black clothing. I suppose I am decent looking.
3) Why are you so hard on yourself/bigoted?
I have low self-esteem.
4) Do you have a favourite dream or memory, of which you would like to share?
It is impossible to come up with an absolute favorite memory. And I don't remember all of my dreams, so I'm sure the best one I have already forgotten.
5) Are you the sort to get angry and correct other people's grammar mistakes over the internet, or are you the person that frequently misses out apostrophes and capital letters because you are too lazy to do otherwise?
The latter. (Although certain people, I just HAVE to correct. I guess it is an OCD type thing.)
6) Are you a frequent YouTuber? Who are you subscribed to; who is your favourite channel? Or perhaps you make your own videos?
I have an account with 1 video, which is quite embarrassing. A FEW of my favorite youtubers are: BatcaveDilemma www.youtube.com/user/BatcaveDi…, Kazlovesbats www.youtube.com/user/kazlovesb…, Jingleheartart www.youtube.com/user/Jinglehea…, Snakebitesparkles www.youtube.com/user/snakebite…, and Cyr1216 www.youtube.com/user/Cyr1216/v….
Plus others that I am too lazy to list.
7) Who is better: Spongebob or Squidward?
Squidward.
8) Do you have a favourite singer, or band? What about a favourite album or song of theirs?
I have love for many genres and artists, so this is a difficult question. I enjoy the following genres: Rock (whether it be classic or modern) Metal, Industrial, Post-Hardcore, Classical, and few exceptions when it comes to Pop (Gaga
). I could list WAY more, but I am far too lazy to do so. If you are curious, you can just message me and I will be more than happy to discuss music with you. 9) Who is the best person to have ever lived?
I don't like to rate people like that, but I will say that I admire the following: Paul McCartney, John Lennon, Tim Burton, the directors of Star Wars and Lord of The Rings, Barbra Streisand, Kat Von D, Marilyn Manson, Lady Gaga, Austin Carlile, and my mother.
10) Why is there so much hate in the world?
We are a self-corrupted race. That question falls along the same lines as "Why is the sky blue?" in my opinion.
11) Can you write me a story in less than 20 words? It can be about anything you like.
Considerably GOOD stories cannot be told or written in less than 20 words, so no. I cannot.
I hope that answers all of the questions well enough.
My questions:
1) If you could travel to either the future or the past, which would you choose? Explain in detail, why? ( You can only choose ONE. )
2) If you could change only one thing about your life, what would you change?
3) There's a zombie apocalypse. What do you do? ( Ex: Fight, flee? )
4) What are the top 5 things you want to do before you die?
5) Do you have any pet peeves? List.
6) What songs would make up the soundtrack to your life?
7) Choose one super power you would love to have, and tell me what you'd do if you had it.
8) Describe your ideal house. ( Location/landscape, size, decor, etc. )
9) Is anything holding you back? If so, what is it? ( In anything )
10) Who are 3 of your role-models? Why do you consider them this?
11) What are your biggest fears? Why?
I tag: Anna brokenglass16.deviantart.com/ , Kimberly msXsweeney.deviantart.com/ , Clarissa clariolivares.deviantart.com/ , Hayley HayleyAPanchyshyn.deviantart.c… , and Brandon
Or anyone else who REALLY wants to answer my questions, because I'd love to know your answers.
Just let me know when you do it, and I'll go read.*I don't quite know how to add the icons and all that jazz. If anyone wants to let me know how, I'd appreciate it. xD
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